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Thought…closing of slightly more than a yr

2 Aug

I will never regret my internship. I have learnt so much, and see God’s love and grace and mercy overflowing in the bible even in genesis. I now have a clearer picture of things that i could never understand. I see his wonderful imagination overflowing in genesis and it leaves me in awe. 

Will i work here some day? Maybe, depends on my posting if i do become a pastor. 🙂 

The bible is absolutely amazing and when you become interested in all the different parts of the bible like genesis for example, it’ll still tell who God is. It will show his grace, love and mercy. I have seen many who are, but I have also seen many who arent interested in alot of the books of the bible. But when we cease to be interested in books other than the 4 gospels and Acts and perhaps a few of the more popular books of the NT our picture of who God isnt as big and wonderful and amazing. He doesnt stop being amazing simply because we don’t learn some of books but i do think that our picture isnt as big as what it could be.

So lesson for today? The more i learn, the more i have fallen in love with my Great Big Daddy. So continue learning and continue sharing.  



11 Apr

I had to think somewhere, so i decided to write my thoughts here. If i was a 13 or a 14 year old what would i like to learn. Here is the difference… If they have had encounters with God, how would that change the curriculum? God what do you want them to learn? What do you want to teach them? I want to know. 

My heart and my nations. Let them know about the earth. Let them know about the people that I love. 


19 Dec

wishing i had interns my own age…funny but ya…

internship thought

13 Nov

I think i finally understand why the disciples ‘internship’ was so effective…it wasnt because the disciples helped Jesus whenever he needed and honestly i dont think he needed much help or needed any help in doing the things of the Father but because it was everywhere that Jesus went the disciples went. So they saw everything…how He did his ministry in the small and the big ways. I always thought internship is when people learn by helping whatever their teacher needed help but now i see its not about helping them in the little things but it was that they got to see how they worked, the way they worked and the way God came through. I think we changed the way internship and learning was suppose to be done.

book review of Good morning Holy Spirit

8 Nov

bits that i had to take out hahas

The same Spirit that was essential for the earthly work of Christ is necessary for you. (Heb 9:14) He is indispensible. Without a doubt, the most overlooked message of the church today is that the Holy Spirit is real and we must make a place for Him. We need to know that God is greater than any demon and that only one word from Jesus destroys the devil. Just one of His angels can bind Satan in the pit rev 20:1-3. In Isaiah 59:19, this flood is actually the Holy Spirit, because in Hebrews there are no commas. It should actually be when the enemy comes in “like a flood the spirit comes against him.” God is not weak but we think we are. The reason the church and so many people in it have become so defeated is that we have ignored the most powerful person in the universe, the Holy Spirit.

Jesus glorified human body is distinct from the divine form of God the Father. But on earth Jesus was nothing less than a total man. He did not have revelation knowledge without the voice of the Spirit. He could not move unless the Holy Spirit moved Him. The fact that He did not sin does not mean that He could not. Jesus was dependent on the Spirit; He was Christ’s lifeline to the Father. It was the Holy Spirit who was the power that kept Him pure. 

22 aug 2012

22 Aug


led worship: apparently God was there but was trying to figure out what to do. Good thing aunty mary was there. But overall it was fun, getting used to it. 

watched brave and it was nice.

upset me that when we asked for the youths to do the work they didnt want to let. But its not that important.

internship 16-21 aug 2012

21 Aug


got to sit in on the planning meeting .. found it okay 

wondered how come we never teach about moving in power in our daily lives


kris vallotton conference 

met up with pmc people


felt that i was suppose to go shopping with cathay vallotton but no clue why and neither did i really get anything out of it neither does she know me

didnt get to eat dinner with them even though i was suppose to been able to 

still cant relate nor connect to justin and bryan and yuru

felt heat on my feet-sleeping that time 


saw vision in the morning 

got to enjoy my afternoon and got gold dust 


helped out at the walk a mile booth…

got oil on my hands which leon passed to me… then we rubbed it on our faces 


off day- watched tv 

my breakfast came at 12- that upset me …so late somemore


got one gold speck on my face above my lip apparently there was 2(aunty carol said) but i only saw 1. 

felt lost at the old folks …cause i dont speak hokkien and a little bored


internship 14-15 aug 2012

16 Aug


one good thing is i got to go home for dinner and i learnt that im not someone who has a heart for old people.

one bad thing is that i couldnt not communicate with them. and also felt sad that we didnt pray for healing for those who had dementia. 


one good thing was got to get the a guide to youth drop in centres, although it wasnt a great help. and 

one bad thing was i was wondering issit really impossible to integrate living a lifestyle in power instead of just teaching them go mission trips and go here and there. Another thing was that i didnt like that we are so dependent on mission trips and that many of them (congregation) just wanted to do the one mission trip one outreach event then done. Its not part of their life, its just something they have to do and in order for us to move in power we have to do these things if not its impossible and even then alot of them are only doing love and not power. 

Internship 11-13 aug 2012

13 Aug

Hahas I need to write 3 days worth 


One good thing I signed up for driving and and got to go out and buy clothes. 

One thing I got angry at was that the k2 were misbehaving and treated the teacher badly. They didn’t respect her. 


One good thing got to do some silly interview question for their youth camp And discovered that both my parents are impatient too.

Things I got angry at… that there really is such a reliance on pastors to do the things that the lay ppl commanded to do too. (mission trip briefing)  


Happy that I got to sleep and relax and watch my cooking shows

One thing I got angry nothing really … My grandma was grumbling a lot more than usual but other than that nothing really made me unhappy


10 Aug

as promised by aunty soo hoong on the 10th of aug 2012 journal entry day one

1-2 things i am thankful for today

pork knuckles for lunch with aunty soo hoong, dad, leon, pastor gladwin, kwang meng. farewell lunch for leon … at the paulner german restaurant at conrad hotel there 🙂 it was just nice getting to know them even more. hahas i liked it. talking about anything under the sun was fun. 

second thing… doing the posters and cause of that i got to meet other youths reuben and snel n lynette. and got to talk to them for quite awhile. so it was just fun getting to know them 

1-2 things that hurt me or something along that line

erm i didnt like thinking that im always second… like im always people’s second choice…like im not good enough to be first… cause they were like saying ask leon to be part of their leader and i wasnt really considered first. so just tired of always being second…like im never good enough