Archive | May, 2013

guilt tripped

7 May

Today i became a bitch without even trying to be mean… I was planning on going to buy things after my lunch simply because i wanted to eat the food from home especially since i had diarrhea. I had it all planned out. Then my co-worker wanted to buy it with me during lunch. But he only asked me if i wanted to go eat lunch to which i replied i brought my food. Then he said that he had wanted to buy the food items. So i said that i’ll go buy with him then i’ll just eat later. He said no that it was ok. He was being nice lol really. He went to buy the things. But in all honesty… i really wasnt trying to push it to him… but now i feel like i became mean when i wasnt even planning to….. lol talk about guilt tripped


random qn and ans

3 May

 If God were to ask you what you wanted, what is it that you would ask for?


like I think that if I really had to choose than I would just ask for Daddy’s presence to be with me everywhere I go, never leave me. Cause idk like if I had a choice… you know hahahahs I want to be wise, kind and understand and have favor and everything hahas im a greedy person but most of all I really would want His presence with me, resting on me, filling me up everywhere I go. If i’m everything else but He isnt with me then i would rather not. It isnt a worth while trade, since i think i make a lot of mistakes and everything but if He is with me then everything will always be ok in the end. Even if there are problems for a little while. 


3 May

can we be in a place so long that we are numb to the presence of God in that specific place? 

do all christians automatically become servants? I know we are suppose to be but do we choose to be or is it like you have no choice?

i have one more but i cant rmb