Archive | April, 2011


22 Apr

Rugrats by Nickelodeon on – A Syndicate Of Talent

This is super cute


18 Apr

Dear God today i did something i havent done in a really long time…i read other people’s blogs and not the ones they know people are going to read but rather those that were more personal like a diary. It felt sad…although they were reaching out to you , they didnt seem to hear your reply or your help and they felt helpless and alone. Although i dont know what their relationship is like with you now since its been a few months but i do hope its gotten better God. I’ven been learning that although we say we want to surrender doesnt mean we are actually surrendering if we only surrender a part of what we need to and we are not able to surrender the rest. Then all the gifts You have for them God wont be as much or sometimes even none at all in the terms of spiritual gifts. Its sadd… i talked to a friend recently, and he wanted to experience what me and unc had but he wasnt able to give up his mind to You and so him surrendering didnt work to that extent.haix… sad sometimes, when i read or hear about it, or even hearing on how people felt You for the entire service time but as soon as they left the chapel You just poofed, vanished into thin air like as if You were never there. but God they should be able to experience feeling You in such a heavy and wonderful and absolutely amazing way that they would want to linger in the chapel just cause You are there and even after they leave they still feel You…But that isnt explainable i guess… that it is possible feeling You even after the service is over…but if it is then i wana try explaining it kae.Please God?

I also learnt about our tones, and our words how they honestly affect people and especially when using Your name it can to quite a large amount of damage is there isnt any damage control dont to fix it.Our tones…im not sure but it just feels different.When certain people say things like pastor Jon, it doesnt sound wrong or rather there is wisdom in whatever he says and it honestly makes sense and doesnt sound bias but rather willing to check about the situation before jumping to conclusions and when using the bible, it comes with wisdom as well and not taken out of context.I dont know why but God it sounds like You are there in whatever words comes out of their mouths.But for others, i seem to question more and i dont like the tones of their voices because it sounds bias and they havent gotten to go so far as to ensure without jumping to conclusions and their tones just doesnt sound like it has You.Im not saying it doesnt God, but rather dunno they just sound different.So God , i want to ask you to mold me into like the first type of person, whose words come out with wisdom and doesnt jump to conclusions and doesnt take scriptures out of context and neither does it missue Your name and constantly asks You about everything before even saying a small sentence.And the tone, i pray for the right tone, that when i say i will treat the other person with respect.

God last bits but not the least i pray for all the youths , You help them kae, show them how much You love them and i want to pray for a revival God that You come and take over this place!!heartThan You for everything that You have done and shown me and I love You heartheartheart

In Jesus name i pray




12 Apr

i saw an angel on sunday God, it was super amazing!!! It was at the old library and it was as tall as the room it was all white, opaque but yet it was such a light white that you could see through it but for the angel you couldnt.Hehehes coooooool…er that was it for now… everyday i get to experience and learn more and more it is such an amazing experience.Thank u GOD heart

In Jesus name i pray Amen

list of things i need to do

8 Apr

God i dont know when you are coming in pmc youths, like our revival but i know i need to do some things first to get ready and while hoping you are coming this year i also know that i may not accomplish it this year so i dunno if i need to accomplish it all or not before u come. Anyways a list i need to accomplish i think… for now

not only read but study the bible

read and study? the foundational laws and the other books

continue to pray and worship you in my own time

maybe do the worship and prayer thing on sunday too 


8 Apr

Dear diary, 

last night for the life of me i had such a hard time sleeping cause i wanted to sleep but everytime i closed my eyes i felt like i was flying and i couldnt sleep if not i plain old could not sleep . So i closed my eyes n flew but my flying was diff dunno like this morning i felt i was like off the ground even though i could feel my sofa and all i saw was black with white flames(spots) moving everywhere. And i was wondering why cause i didnt ask but after seeing that i opened my eyes and fell asleep later. I couldnt understand it i asked him twice the first time in the morning i got nothing then i tried later i fell asleep due to me waking up at 730 after sleeping at 230 hahas i prayed asking for either further insight or more sleep . well i obviously got the latter but hahas it was nice happy. At first i thought it was sparklers then when i played sparklers that night for shakila’s birthday i knew it wasnt it the flame was orange and it looked different. So i prayed at night at i sensed , welll i learnt that i did not have to see things but i knew they were happening . I thought it was my imagination but i found it weird cause im not the person to imagine what i saw then my dad came back so i was asking him how to tell its not your imagination and he told me to tell other people. If they can confirm it with you with the Holy spirit as the guide of course then it is. So i was describing how i knew that there was someone throwing balls of light towards a dragon and just hitting it but i didnt see it in front of me so i was wondering how i knew and if it was my imagination. Lol then he asked me were u thinking of dragons i was like no, then it isnt.  hahahas i should have guessed i guess but still… must check. so thats how i learnt that one can sense it even if i wasnt thinking it.



5 Apr

Dear God, 

i learnt something new today.Well i learnt that the songs that you used to speak to me or rather songs that spoke that was anointed to me isnt anymore.Its not that the songs arent anointed , im not saying that but rather perhaps now its a different phase of my life and different songs speak more to me as compared to last time.I do wonder why at times, why some of the songs dont speak to me anymore God, but i guess gotta find other songs and open my horizons and increase the songs that i know by like 20000 times. happy Hahas its good though God, then i’ll know more songs and different types of songs and which songs are more anointed and which songs speaks to me more as well.Lesson notedshocked…i hope i can remember hehes


2 Apr

Dear God

clarice came today. Hahas i didnt expect clarice would come of all people. But im really glad she did. Seeing youth like that shows that we can get it too!So God i ABSOLUTELY CANT WAIT FOR U TO COME TO PMC!!

 In Jesus name i pray 


Pastor Ruben prayed for me and he prophesied not to let the visions or my visions hinder me.I finally understand what i mean and he also said something about when i pray there would be amazing things happening to the people whom im praying for and God is going to use me when i pray!!!I cannot wait!!GOD USE ME!!