Archive | October, 2009

greedy pig

31 Oct

hahahahas….wants sims 3 and itouch and and a new hp hahahas and a new battery for my watch!!!!
lol im such a greedy pig muahahahahahahahahahs

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28 Oct

Today…after baking biscotti for the second time, it finally looked more like it although taste wise it was kinda the same cept wayy more biscuity YAYSSSS!!!!hehehes i hope if i do bake it a third time it will be even better hehehehes but i still love my mango float but missing the one in philippines oh so hungrily…..

APPLE STRUDEL NOW:)

25 Oct

OMGGG I WANT TO EAT APPLE STRUDEL OH SO DESPERATELY!!!!!!!AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!OMGG THATS THE ONLY THING I CAN THINK ABOUT NOW…..JAZLYNN WANT TO EAT APPLE STRUDELLL!!!!!!!!!and everybody goes WOOHOO YEA!!LETS ALL BUY IT AND EAT TOGETHER!!!and i shall take a super huge piece!!!!!YUMMMMMMMMMMMM

oddly

25 Oct

Ever felt out of place…but not in the way you think one should normally be?And feel idiotic and stupid for doing so?Cause its not a good reason but you do it anyway?
hahahas…welll…not sad just feeling oddly out of place in ways you wouldn’t imagine hahahasbummed looking but still happy. I wonder is there such a thing as wanted something and yet knowing its not worth the risk?Like buying an itouch but knowing that after a while a new one is going to come out so why waste your money now?
Lol..talking bout feeling silly over such trival matters

thinking

13 Oct

Title:Out here on my own
Movie:Fame
Sometimes I wonder where I’ve been
Who I am
Do I fit in.
Make believin’ is hard alone,
Out here on my own

We’re always provin’ who we are
Always reachin’ for the risin’ star
To guide me far
And shine me home
Out here on my own

When I’m down and feelin’ blue
I close my eyes so I can be with you
Oh, baby, be strong for me
Baby, belong to me
Help me through
Help me need you

Until the morning sun appears
Making light of all my fears
I dry the tears
I’ve never shown
Out here on my own

When I’m down and feelin’ blue
I close my eyes so I can be with you
Oh, baby, be strong for me
Baby, belong to me
Help me through
Help me need you

Sometimes I wonder where I’ve been
Who I am
Do I fit in
I may not win
But I can’t be thrown
Out here on my own
On my own

ever feel like the song was meant for you?But maybe in a different context?

sweetness

12 Oct

Parrot(from princess hours soundtrack)
I miss you again, like yesterday.
Won’t this feeling of missing you, lessen any?
I keep thinking about you.

The more I try to sort through it all, the more the tears come.
Even when I try to steal it, the memories spread into
different memories through the tears that I shed.
It makes me cry so painfully.

All I can do is regret, because all I ever did was receive.
But I’m afraid you’ll forget me because I’ve never gave you anything.

I love you, I, I love you
These words have become a habit
and these words are among the many I’ve learned from you.
I sit around alone mumbling to myself like a fool.
I’m sorry truly, truly, I’m sorry.
I’m even sorry that these words are so late
But I’m waiting here for you shamelessly
Will you by chance come back tomorrow?

Even if the birdcage that represented you was narrow
I still liked it, I was still happy.
I’m returning to the day, to my dreams
when I believed in a forever without seperation

If I could go back I’d gather my heart, I’d take everything
from it and give it you.

I love you, I, I love you
These words have become a habit
and these words are among the many I’ve learned from you.
I sit around alone mumbling to myself like a fool.
I’m sorry truly, truly, I’m sorry.
I’m even sorry that these words are so late
But I’m waiting here for you shamelessly
Will you by chance come back tomorrow?

My heart..
In the end even if you can’t come
and you’ve changed and I’m not the one for you any longer
I’ll call and call out to you again
Like a parrot calling only your name..
Wishing for only your love like this

lols…i remember watching the korean drama and crying, its so sweet….sniff sniff…hahas shocked look
i still can’t believe i cried lols.

wonder

5 Oct

I wonder how many times in life we try to understand the things Jesus went through, in order for us to be saved.But have we ever thought how much God went through by letting his son die for us?From a kid’s point of view, i’ll have to say it is rather hard to comprehend the difficulity and the sense of losing one’s child.But after i read these two books even now and ever after i found myself understand a super small bit of the difficulties he had to go through in order for him to make this decision of letting his child go through everything in his life time as a human and especially his death.
I wonder, despite all that God knew the benefits that this sacrifice would reap, especially for us to be his sons and daughters and for us to know that we are loved and accepted and to give us hope for our life after our death, it still must have been so hard.After all, this is his child, the one that he loved, just like our parents and how they love us, God’s love is overflowing and so wonderful and pure for his child.He still had to let Jesus go.
Sorry, God …. at times(okay alot of times) don’t think we are worth it and yet you still find us such treasures.Lol hahahas thats something super nice and cool…