ME

9 May

I haven’t posted here in a long time… All cause Sarah wrote me a comment that i was reminded of my blog 🙂 Talk about perfect timing. I’m officially ending on the 31st of May. With 6 days of leave LOL! Anyways i dont really know how that works out but i don’t have much use for it anyways. I’ll have 2 months of HOLIDAYS! Happiness. I do think my brain is tired.
But i was talking to God today in my toilett as usual. But He taught me something about myself that I’ve always known but never knew how much of an impact it made in my life. FUN. I LOVE FUN. THINGS HAVE TO BE FUN. I’m not talking about games but it has to be enjoyable and if it’s not i find it very hard to support it.

Its not a strength or a weakness but it is a major part of my character. #propheticartmonthly#announcers.

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Thought…closing of slightly more than a yr

2 Aug

I will never regret my internship. I have learnt so much, and see God’s love and grace and mercy overflowing in the bible even in genesis. I now have a clearer picture of things that i could never understand. I see his wonderful imagination overflowing in genesis and it leaves me in awe. 

Will i work here some day? Maybe, depends on my posting if i do become a pastor. 🙂 

The bible is absolutely amazing and when you become interested in all the different parts of the bible like genesis for example, it’ll still tell who God is. It will show his grace, love and mercy. I have seen many who are, but I have also seen many who arent interested in alot of the books of the bible. But when we cease to be interested in books other than the 4 gospels and Acts and perhaps a few of the more popular books of the NT our picture of who God isnt as big and wonderful and amazing. He doesnt stop being amazing simply because we don’t learn some of books but i do think that our picture isnt as big as what it could be.

So lesson for today? The more i learn, the more i have fallen in love with my Great Big Daddy. So continue learning and continue sharing.  

 

Accountability

26 Jul

think i have got to get this accountability thing out of my system. God i release all my frustrations out to u. Amen!

annoyed

26 Jul

does a title increase your accountability as a person? i dont think so…neither does your age if you are only 4 years older than me. 

When will i be old enough?

16 Jul

When will i be old enough? I wonder. 

Is it my age? I wonder.

Is it my lack of wisdom and understanding? I wonder. 

Is it because i’m not smart enough to you? I wonder. 

Is it because i’m not a mentee but a child? I wonder. 

When will i be old enough? Hopefully soon. 

Thought

12 Jul

Im not a person who has a thousand and one close friends, but when you do manage to enter my tiny circle i will promise you its worth all that hard work. 

Because it means that I was worth it to you. So you gain my friendship and all that comes with it. It means that ten years down the road I’ll still remember you and talk to you and buy you presents. But we have to get somewhere first. 

Hope and Faith

7 Jul

Hope is an expectation. 

Faith is the assurance that it will come to pass. Knowing that it will. 

Faith is the ….. quite cool i never saw evidence that way. That faith is the evidence of things not seen… Hahahas not much explanation here though but mindblown in my mind. 

heb 11:1 

Now faith is the assurance of things hoped for, the conviction of things not seen. NASB

Now faith is the substance of things hoped for, the evidence of things not seen. KJV

Faith is the assurance that the expectations of the promises of God will come to pass? 

Hope is an expectation of knowing that who God is 

Expectation: to look forward to, AWAIT

basic for expecting:assurance 

hope: to cherish a desire with anticipation; to desire with expectation of obtainment; to expect with confidence

There are many things that i dont understand but time for me to swallow and chew on this today. See what processing with my Daddy in Heaven can do.